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10/26/2007 8:27 pm
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I had a whole...thing lined up for tonight. The usual, a lot of hate, a lot of funny and a lot of something else. I forget.

What I ended up with was a warm fuzzy.

CURSES!

People are so goddamn NICE. Kind, warm, genuine, funny, fun, respectful, hard working, amazing, creative, wide eyed, simple, noisy, quiet and alert.

Not all people mind, tonight has been a night of paradox - the best and the stupid. I would say worst but the annoying people didn't even count as worst, they were just ridiculous; childish would be an insult - they were Studenty. I know. I'm at that horrible age where I can say "I've been in this game longer than you" to my peers. I was a fast learner.

You ever heard women talk about being taken advantage of as a teenager? ooooh this is going to get deep. Anyway, I was hated by most adults I knew as a child for my capacity to absorb and execute ideas far quicker than them. That may or may not have included stealing their husbands.

Was that a concious decision? A teenage crush gone nuts? Perhaps. Perhaps not and I will say that as an adult it's their place to put the kibosh on shit like that; but show me a man who can say no to an 18 year old? Even if she's not, just looks 18.

It was a taste of power, and it stayed with me. It mutated from something so unhealthy that many females refer to it as "abuse". I'll define abuse here -

No I won't. There are too many definitions.

What do you do? Do you whine about the lack of protection? Parental guidance? (my parents were and are very cool people) blame...WHO THE FUCK DO I BLAME?
Or do I just take it as part of my biological make-up? Do I accept that what biology and society have heaped upon me are two totally seperate things?

What has Biology given you?

What has society given you?

What has Biology asked of you?

What has society asked of you?

Replace society with culture if you're that way inclined.


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10/29/2007 5:14 am
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Biology has made me broken.

Society/Culture has given me the opportunity and challenge to make things which are whole. Which help to make others whole.

There's no wound without healing. Or at least, an attempt at healing.

cheers LadyC,
-sbt
fixing a hole where the rain gets in

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