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3/20/2008 3:44 pm [Post a comment] |
Someone said once 'you'll be the death of me' This is a glib phrase tossed about by the stupid and infatuated. I have, in fact, been the death of two people I know of very directly. My first 'oops!' moment came at 16 when I intoduced my beloved friend Alison to my mate Quinn. They fell in love - hurrah! However Quinn was an heroin addict who killed her some years later in an accidental (how injecting someone else is ever accidental I'll never know) overdose. I remember her as a beggar years before, taking her for lunch and telling her how to get out of her situatuion. I remember the 'uh-huh' I got, just the same as Mum had when Step-dad was a crack dealer. I know that Uh huh. Second was So my fault! Oooops! Every now and then I used to get so sad I'd shave my head (what I believe now is called 'doing a Britney') and let's not underplay 'so sad' SO SAD, I'd want people to hate me, just to feel something. But He still loved me. You're nobody til somebody loves you! He knew that night was THE NIGHT! and he kissed me, and my heart pounded, and my knees buckled, and by golly I couldn't wait to see him tomorrow at work! But I thought I'd better play it cool. So I didn't go home with him. Oh no. And what did he do? HE FUCKING DIED! THE TWAT! See? That's what men do. Wankers. |
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View my blog 3/21/2008 12:55 pm [Add a Comment] [quote] |
Ugh, don't know what I'd do in that situation. In the Gulf War - well, it's not the sort of thing you blog about, but up close and personal peoples' eyes can really do a thing that sticks with you so bad, you'll drink yourself stupid just because you know you'll pay for it the next day Ugh, wish I weren't thinking of this now, but then, isn't Easter weekend about this really great individual who died so that we can be less than perfect and still join him?
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View my blog 3/22/2008 4:22 pm [Add a Comment] [quote] |
Easter is about eggs (and steak on Friday). Evil Religions <--- click here to vote please
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